SO Damn Sui
I'm Graduate
I have no idea time fly til i haven't wake up from it.
What will it be now?
What will everyone do?
Ever when i start working part time, my life is not student anymore.
So what now?
A job, permanent job.
Where?
Blank...............
Wish to shop shop shop, buy buy buy and eat chocolate or cake.
Baby Tooth
男人
Filling My Time With Part Time
Boring At shop.
Now i start doing 2 part time jobs. This one is at flower shop. Is call Blossom Garden. The job was recommend by my leng lui boss. So, now i will start learning about flower and doing bouquet. Is a total new area for me since i never really have any experience with flowers. Clothes at least i know the trend, i have my sense of style and i have the interestes. Flower seem very gentle and I .......... have a rough hand. Taking care of them is a bit scary. I scare if i hold tighter they die. Alamak, each stalk of flower cost at least RM2. Work whole day also not enough to pay. Wish me luck !
Blossom Garden : at Jaya One where i work ^^
Flower in The shop done by my Boss, Sasa
I think after school start i will continue my part time since i half give up on Utar already.
Never Enough
There is never enough shoes for me
There is never enough begs for me
There is never a stop in shopping
There is always an empty space for more
Always tell myself i need it................sometimes
This is a sin
I just hunger for more
They always can make me happy
They are my treasure
Problem is ......... MONEY$$$
^^
Do U Happy
I was lost on my future to be.
Working hard to expand my social circle.
Missing my true friend and family a lot.
Try very hard on saving !_!
Even i'm lost, i try step by step.
I know my true friend will never leave me and stand by me.
My family is the biggest reason i wake up every morning and continue living.
I do what i think is right and love.
Who cares what u think cause i don't.
Thinking
My Part Time Job
Butterworth, Friday here i Come
So long didn't go back together
Early Happy Mooncake Festival all
^~^
Freedom at Last
So giving up on swimming and go to dinner with "Bai Mu Family"
After Dinner thinking of bowling but nobody wear stocking so ==>
No burden, no assignment just play games
Then enjoy my Sundae Cone on the way back
Q: what is the meaning of "Fortune Green"? What kind of colour is that?
A: This green colour bring luck. example dunno. LOLX
Almost Freedom
PS: she like her new bed very must. i was so happy for her dunno why. She was sleeping now on her bed thou..^^
Raya At KL
Today go IKEA is like war in the market.No parking, no place to sit for eat, everywhere is people. Raya = buying furniture?? weird
^-^ Sparkling Happy
Relaxing Sunday
Start busy with Dodo : bath, dry, cut
Then Leen come and bring her go to play at her house
I got the time for myself for 2 1/2 hours
Leen cooking and we go there eat
Dodo seem very tired after come back, sure play too much there
Dear come back lo
Change the bed sheet and everything
Dodo ~My Baby Girl
DaiDai know when he busy with his work i was always alone at home
So, Dodo is a gift to accompany me from time ---> time
Is My Birthday
I was a bit speechless since is really unexpected gift.
A little happy He remember this.
He buy a cake last minute n hide it when back from work
Clumsy him broke an egg to hide a cake
When he take out the cake it don't even have candle
He say the person didn't give him
Mana tahu the candle is in the plastic bag
So my cake is no candle and i didn't sing any song or make any wish
Straight head to the cake
Some more forgot to take picture with the cake
My cakee bcome like thisAnyway, i was happy because i'm go through the year with people who love me
Somemore this year add another one i love
Bless
Dang Dang Dang Dang
LoLx......New Semester 2009
Semester started til now 5th week, docu finish shooting in progress of editing, Cant Wait the Result. So many assignments in pending but so no OMM to do. I admit im a super lazy bug n just love being it. I know there is lot of things to be done in this few weeks including buy funiture for my new place. Oh yeah, I'm moving to Plam Spring Kota Damansara next month, can't believe it. Gonna say goodbye to Sec 17 soon,haiz......
Still suffer from poor but things is getting much more stable, Glad.
Just Remember there are Convocation to attent on Aug:
UM,UPM,UKM (cross my finger hope they dun crash on same day or week)
Why oH Why.....
Law,Ethic, Technology, Film
Almost Finish
距离我真正想抒发感情的时间已是三四月了。在这段时间里我把自己麻醉和封闭起来,很多时候都以泪洗脸,若无其事的循环做事。真的感觉不到任何事与物。
现在距离结束实习还有三天时间,回头看我在这三个月里做了些什么,实在是很没意义。我没学到该学的东西,天天穿的漂漂亮亮让心情不会更糟,上网看戏后就放工。我有替自己很可悲啦!这期间我也把剩余的私人时间也给了别人。所以说,我不知自己到底又做了什么。
办公生活很乏味也很多彩。我指的多彩是看见不同的人。什么东西都好,没有最烂只有更烂,没有最雷只有更雷,包括人也是。我看到,有个自我到达顶点甚至没有朋友的小男人,一个为争出位而做很多小动作的女人,还有自恋到不认老的“男孩”。这只是大圈子里的小部分。连同学,我都才发现原来她也只不过是个要出风头,让人家知道她很忙有做事,到处跟人诉苦的人。当我一发现这点,我就知道跟他是不同等级的人。打比喻,他买的新衣和我在去年买的过年衣有雷同,立刻可见她脸色大变。我吃错他叫的面,隐约感到她的不满。这种就是那些只能当普通朋友。
除此之外,我也长大了,可以说成老了或更懂事了也可以。 因为太多的压力,太多的事必须处理让我看见更多更远。我又有灰心也有心淡过,甚至有自杀的念头闪过但我不想输在这里所以我继续面对。我现在只想回家吃妈咪煮的饭,躺在沙发看电视,不需醒来有没完的事要处理然后和狗玩。
Pink Panther 2
看开
问题还在但更重要的是他的事业。就让这事放回心中,适当时机再谈吧!无为的争吵,我累他也累。
大家就各自忙到惨吧!目前最想独自一人关在房里看戏听歌,任何电话都不听。
冷静
感叹
你要我一直保持微笑我看我很难做得到。让你失望,对不起。你也知道我对自己的事往往顾虑太多,这也变成身边人的困扰。
我会顾虑因为我紧张;我紧张因为我重视。有些事不是说放就放得下,说过去就过去。
想太多?看太重?我只知道我很辛苦。幸福显然跟我在做对。我很差吧!
笑容,我很怀念。
迷茫
Sad things happen to make us appreciate happy things. Mean happy is more precious but why we tend to hold so tide on things that made us sad? Maybe is just me that too stubborn on every particular thing giving myself a hard time. I care too much, i ask too much, i think too much, i even worried too much. Is it because this i being annoying? I really hate myself for this. Once a friend told me, God give you something sweet, it will also give you something even on the opposite. So, bare with it. Even i lost everything, i will still can see you all on my side.
真实
张惠妹
爱得很深 所以心很疼
记忆 在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨
只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉 另外一个人
我等 等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候 比较真
太多疑问 知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开 也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
太多疑问 知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开 也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
Yeah ---> Totally No
Delay for over 2 weeks, i finally get my hair cut last night. Maybe some of you will say not much different but i do have cut my front short oo!My stylist say if i wan to change my hairstyle have to let my hair longer oni can. So no choice, wait until my hair longer i will cut my fromt hair even shorter. I wan fresh fresh look.
Cut or Don't Cut
5 more days can go home already, still thinking wan change hair style or not. Boring with my hair already, thinking want to cut my front hair short. But scare not suitable. I don't want that style look like doll, my housemate suggest me to cut no even one. I ask my stylist see what his suggestion. Don't want to look same all the time.
Feel Warm From The Bottom of My Heart
The moment he talk, i try to calm myself. He say " I'm sorry, lately keep making you mad and sad, hurt you with my words. I won't do it again." I know he try his best to grow up, decrease his selfish attitude and those strong well of controlling. I know he just try to match my steps. I glad he had grown since the beginning. The last sentence he said made me very warm. " i can lose all my money, i can lose my business but i cannot effort to lose you". Even if it is a lie, at least i know i'm value to someone for this very moment. Woman are stupid huh!? Maybe is but clever never seem to bring me anything. So i rather be a invisible woman from behind.
My aim now beside finding a better job after graduate, i try my best to save enough money to buy a house together with him in 2 more year. He already plan for so many, at least this is what i can do since i do best in saving money $$$. Hehehe......
Ridiculous
When i discuss with him in car what actually happen there, he looked very upsad and helpless. The thing is like this..............
He go Chow Kit to look for distibutor that sell furniture he needed in his new shop. When he reach, the owner walk away for awhile so he plan go to the coffee shop next few block to rest. On the way there, suddenly two Indian guys come out from no where ask him whether or not want prostitut. He reject them and keep walking. They out of sudden grab is both hand and pull him into a dark alley's shop lot and lock the door. He try shout and think of way to escape however they pull out 2 knifes pointed at him. 3 Indian guys & a girl in their, he also don't know what to do. They wan him take out RM50 to do massage, helplessly he take out his wallet and they take all his money leave RM20 for him and gv back his wallet to him. The phone of cause won't survive. Even an external hard disk also they take. Dear try talk to them to give back his hard disk because inside full of things he need to work but as you can imagine it fail. When he been realise, he still haven't back to reality, a bit space out because so impossible & sudden.
Although lose many things but at least thanks God i didn't lose him. He come to me in one piece i already relief. What kind of world nowadays is!? So Ridiculous man!! Is people just do what they want to do, never think of black and white? The world just getting darker and darker......
1 More Week CNY
Today come work in not a very good mood because my friend they late again as always. I really scare this will affect my LI report. Haiz.... And that Dai Dai overslept this morning because go yam cha last night without my knowledge. Hit him er......
Just now dear say wan talk to me tonight about us. We you hear this what will you think about? This give me a very creepy feeling.
Now everyday go home also feel tired, sleep before 12am. OMG!! Living normal live, Me!! Somemore have to run here and there for dear new shop. TIME... i need time.
+ IP Man +
I'm not a fans of Donnie Yen but i love the way he act in this movie. This is the his first movie i like out of so many. Is not all action and fighting, their really bring out the story behind. Saw many great shooting skill, not like most of the HK movie that have the outside no inside". I also recommend this movie to you all.
*The Spirit*
The Spirit is a written and directed by Frank Miller and starring Gabriel Macht , Samuel L. Jackson, Scarlett Johansson and Eve Mendes.
In Central City, rookie cop Denny Colt returns from the dead as the detective known only as the Spirit to fight crime. After he finds his nemesis, the Octopus at the Central City mud flats, the femme fatale Sand Saref discovers two chests in a nearby pond. She tries to flee with both chests, but the Octopus shoots at her, snapping the line that connects the two chests together. After a fight with the Spirit, Octopus takes the remaining chest that Saref left behind and escapes with one of his thugs.The Octopus wants the mystical Blood of Heracles in order to become immortal and Sand Saref wants the treasure of the Argonauts, but both people end up with the wrong chest, Sand with the blood and the Octopus with the treasure of the Argonauts.The Spirit is involved in a love triangle with Sand Saref, who is actually Colt's childhood sweetheart until she'd left the city after her police officer father was shot and killed, and surgeon Ellen Dolan, Commissioner Dolan's daughter.
That is the official plot of the story.Personally i dun like the movie, it let me down. I aspect it to me more of an action movie but it turn out to be a comedy. Way to many of the the actor voice over. I only ca give 5/10 for this movie.
New Year Countdown
31th Dec, dear and me already plan go Genting celebrate because his whole family ( i mean WHOLE family) also go and stay overnight there. Ok, morning go out with dear do his thing lo. Start headache on the afternoon so think is not enough sleep. Evening start getting worse,start dizzy. Because dear ask his friend and my brother go together so i say no problem just let me rest a bit more. Fever started. Genting Freezing cold because raining earlier. Before firework start i already feel wan faint.Some more is at outdoor impossible for me to stay ther with those cold wind blow. At the end, i end up sitting at Coffee Bean watching whole KL firework and not Genting. My condition getting worse so i have no choice but to stay a night there with his parents. The whole night i keep wake up vomit until blood also cum out.
The next morning, no energy to walk at all. Good is no more fever but have to start force myself to eat. For the next few days, i stil suffer cirit-birit and stomachache due to over vomit. A new year, i already have my Big sick. How GOOD it is!!
Christmas Countdown 2008
At the end, we go Sunway Pyramid enjoy a lovely dinner at Pasta de Gohan then head to Bukit Bintang. So many people there, crowded in front Pavillion. We have a walk around Bintang Walk, listen to carol in the Star Hill then sat at an open air bistro in front Star Hill waiting for countdown. I order a glass of cocktail named Tokyo Tea ( mix of Rum, Whisky, Volka & Gin with lime juice) Taste emm......................... However, this is how i imagine n plan of spending a simple Chirstmas and it go just as i imagine,hehe.
On Christmas that day, he successfully go to his Sunway Lagoon. ~FULL of people =.=ll