Back on Track

Morning class suddenly cancel, my "great" class rep only inform 1 person and hope everyone to know it. Anyway, glad that i finish my outline on 7.30 am. I went back to sleep afterward until 10.30 am. Still scratch my head on the demonstration presentation outline. The multimedia also is another headache, try play with flash again tonight.

Afternoon midterm totally blank, the whole class was cheating in front of the tutor. My 1st time to cheat in an exam, hahaha......(not something to be happy about) Seem like everything is back like a school life, a bit lazy, tension, and rush. Something different is that my roommate now temporary change to my dear. He accompany me every night so that i have someone to talk with. I very appreciate that because like this i won't have over free time to think too much. Friends around start asking when will my check up report coming out, i'm too curious myself. I think i will call them on Monday and see how.

I a bit regrate that day MPH warehouse sales didn't bought more books. I found my "A Series of Unfortunated Events" No.4 there with just RM8. The rest has been clear out +.+ The whole collection version cost only RM240, oh why i don't have money!! Weekend coming, still thinking how to spend it......

Brainless

You think couple holding hand on public got fine is stupid,

You think condom advertisement should not be seen in public is stupid,

You think changing a street name is stupid,

Think again because things only will get more stupid in the country.

Do you ever heard of practicing yoga will influence your believe?
Sound non sense? Yup, we have this kind of morons.
Such brainless speech can be said in public really surprise me.
Well, they can do anything and say anything since they have the power.
We just sit and watch more & more freak show coming soon from them.

Sorry

So Sorry Mummy & Daddy let you two worry.

Lately my health getting poor. My body already showing me those symptoms.
Last Saturday got sick right after class. It didn't get better even after sleep until evening.
Headache, dizzy + fever. Like i need more of them now.
I don't even dare to tell my parent after the chest pain topic.
Dear take care of me the whole night so the next day have better.
The next day morning, it come again my difficulty in breathing problem--> chest numb & pain.
I agree to do check up today but UM not available so going to clinic tomorrow night.
I promise to take care more on myself for my parent sake.
Really feel guilty for them to worry about me.
Cross my fingers for everything.

Mission Complete

Is time for breakfast and i still drag on the bed. Up and down, up and down took me 1 hour plus to prepare go out. Our breakfast taken on 11.30, haha...Facing some difficulty, and dear cut hair, our The Curve Plan started on 3 p.m. Luckly this 2 days didn't rain on this kind of time.

1st stop, Watson - Shop for dear daily product. Spend RM50
2nd stop, Flee Market - Shop for bikini, dear's sunglasses, and clothes. Spend RM RM150
Surprise: Find my 99 gift that been search for long time (secretly by him)

3rd stop, 芝麻绿豆 - Dinner, egg & bacon spaghetti and chicken pork rice (very nice)
Spend RM30
4th stop, IKEA - Shop for my bro chair. Spend RM0 (out of cash +.+)

Back home afterward. Bring the table and dear's chair to my dumb bro. Somemore have to clear his room for him, really cannot tahan. So tired when reach home.
P.S: the bikini very fit (hohoho....)

厌倦

那天坐下来跟几个女性朋友聊天，聊起她们的男友，各个就是苦瓜脸。人有时是很犯贱的，奇怪！当一对男女朋友刚开始在一起时，多数女生都会很粘男友，对吧！男生可能会很不习惯，很烦或不以为意。久了，相处久了，时间慢慢长了， 女生就看见男友的种种坏习惯，个性和脾气。

当这时候，双方都没有包容或谅解，都用硬碰硬，只会让情况恶化。每个人的生活习惯，起居饮食都不同，绝对只有包容和忍让，别希望做太大的改变。这是需要有心和时间的。当女生过了“粘粘”期，她们就会清醒还有朋友的存在。朋友当然包括男女在内。在这时，不是女友管男友而是男友对女友碎碎念了。只要跟其他男生有关的事都特别敏感。我不是说这不好因为某角度来说代表他在乎但别太过火啊！吃个饭很普通吧！请记得这点 （男女都是），个人空间很重要，适当的空间可以增进感情，让感情容易保鲜哦！绑太紧会反效果，最简单就是“善意的谎言”会出现。

女友们别太耳朵软宠坏男友，也别太强势。男友们别太约束女友，给于尊重。女生很好说，她们只要求小小件事就会满足。大家看着办吧！也有例外的例子的。。。

I'm A Bully

The day for impromptu speech has come, and i was the lucky number 3. So what i will get from out of 100 topic? "Bullying"! Great! It like the fate just know i'm a natural bully. Some get even weird topic such as pregnancy, Shakespeare, suicide and accident. Everyone was nervous like hell. After the speech my hand still shaking non stop. Well, at least is over for this week. Now have to start finding sources for the persuasive speech outline to pass up next week, together with a tutorial presentation. Before doing all that, a swim at Ken III let all the stress out is so good even thought i can swim that well. In a different kind of way i'm glad time pass fast. 5 more weeks to go and my Year 2 end.

Lay Back??

Today seem like a long day for me. I watch Grey's Anatomy, CSI, Supernatural, One Piece and American Idol still the time is just 5 something. I play games, my online game finally been install "kungfu world". Still getting use to it. Don't know why, today have big appetide. Maybe my body naturally shown i'm moody, for no reason. Part of it i think have to do with my body check up i plan to do next week. The rest i think is just too much for me with everything. Everytime when like this, i will isolate myself from everyone. Don't get me wrong but this really work for me. Sorry if i make you worry or angry. Is just way to many things swing in my head. It will over, yes it will. Lay back as you said...

I just finish watching The Lake House. The second time watching this movie still so enjoy. It just attract me every single way. The way it was film, the cast, the story, can say i fall in love with it again and again. I feel very relax watching the whole movie. One of my favorite. I go find some of the movie soundtrack and it was very nice. Try listen to this song.

"This Never Happened Before"
by Paul McCartney

I'm very sure, this never happened to me before
I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before

Now I see, this is the way it's supposed to be
I met you and now I see
This is the way it should be

This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own

So come to me, now we can be what we want to be
I love you and now I see
This is the way it should be
This is the way it should be

This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own

I'm very sure, this never happened to me before
I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before

Complicated Feeling

Raining everyday, keep on pouring, like the sky been hurt so deep it can't stop crying. Weather really can effect people mood. Lately seem some people around me is facing difficulty in multiple aspects. I feel quite down and helpless when i can't help them to solve it. I try my best to be there for them whenever i can. May luck following them. People who around us please be caution with those that are tried to back stab or have bad intention. Any way that can let us see through a people is worth it before is to late. This also can be a way of testing true friendship. This world is full of all kind of people, that what i can only say. +.+

My roommate finally come back from hometown but just for 4 days. At least this few days my room feel more alive. Last weekend went back to dear hometown at Mentakab. We both get the feeling of getting away from the breathless lifestyle here. Feel much more relief after back here. More of that, my streamyx at last......is here!! Today we go terminated the maxis account, permanently free from online suffering!! My friend all, i won't dc anymore except streamyx go nutz. Hehe......

Now i'm addicted with games, the more the better.

看法

我想了很久要这么开始说但还是不知道。就这么说吧！爱情是个令人又爱又恨的东西。我们需要爱情，渴望爱情，但同时也害怕爱情。每一个人对它的观点和想法都不同，让这复杂的东西更复杂。爱情一开始就需要两个人的用心，培养和灌溉，再加沟通，了解和接受才能够继续维持。一旦其中一方开始退缩，它就会被瓦解。当心死了，在如何挽留都是白费。为何？
男人和女人永远都是来自不同世界的人，这我不许多说大家都知道。男人∶爱来得快去的也快，爱得深，爱的天昏地暗，爱得摸不着头脑。女人：爱得执著，爱得痛，爱的不顾一切，爱到昏。男人永远说不了解女人；女人永远说绑不住男人。但有没有人深沉去想，女人不难了解，男人不难绑。女人只希望有人疼爱，宠爱，照顾和保护。男人只需每天花一点点时间关心，聆听和观察她们的世界就能够满足她们了。不要怪她们的胡思乱想，口事心非和敏锐因为那是天性。请站在她们的立场多想想吧！发自内心的安慰和甜言蜜语就是这一切的镇定剂。但切记，镇定剂是必须是才有效，不能过量。当女人说分手时，有两种情况；一是真的心死，二是希望男人会悔过留住她们。另一方面，男人爱逞强，爱面子却死都不承认。女人就是要为他们留面子，让他们知道他们是很有用的，被需要的。当有事要和他分享时，选对时间而不要烦到他们。留给彼此足够的空间呼吸，大家才不会厌烦。明确告诉他们你的想法，不然他们永远都不会知，只因他们就是男人嘛！不时给于惊喜和制造新鲜感给他们，让热诚继续。不要计较因为爱情就是这样。当男人说分手，只有一种情况那就是心死了。即使勉强成功挽留，最终还是会回到一样的结局。真的，相信我。
当一切都结束时，每一个人都会遍体鳞伤的。伤口能不能不复原是靠时间和自己，没人能帮。如果自己想不通就永远爬不起来。选择停留在回忆和没有意义的道路还是尝试未知的未来？既然都知道这一条路已经到达终点为何折磨自己？茫茫人海中那么多条路，你只是选错了一次不到表不能选其他的。没人要你把它忘记，只是把它的好变回忆，好好收藏，偶尔可以想想。每个人是独特的，所以给的感觉也不同，这不代表下一个不比这一个好。学会放手，在痛也不要后悔，就让他痛让他哭直到清醒为止。如果注定是他/她，怎样都会回到他身边。为一个伤透你心的人，继续走一点都不值得。有跌倒才有成长，不要只依靠时间帮你解决，靠自己吧！

不要害怕 - 王力宏

不要害怕 不要害怕
爱一个人其实并不复杂
不要害怕 不要害怕
过去的眼泪用今天去擦

午夜的两点半 我走不进梦乡
时间在逃亡 悲伤还在原地方
我将一床被单 绞成混乱一片
爱已经灭亡 然而思念更坚强

不要害怕 不要害怕
爱一个人其实并不复杂
不要害怕 不要害怕
过去的眼泪用今天去擦
我答应自己不要放弃
我答应自己不要忘记

闭上眼想一遍 你转身的模样
每一个角度 都好像一种飞翔
我因为看着你 回忆你而悲伤
是你在心里不断的想

不要害怕 不要害怕
爱一个人其实并不复杂
不要害怕 不要害怕
过去的眼泪用今天去擦
我答应自己不要放弃
我答应自己不要忘记

不要害怕 不要害怕
爱一个人其实并不复杂
不要害怕 不要害怕
过去的眼泪用今天去擦

这首歌很久了吧！我记得第一次听这首歌时是中三中四，给我很舒服的印象。后来在听回时，是在我失恋时了。它是其中一手帮我从失恋中走出来的歌。今天在听感觉很有回忆。